So as far as I'd like to think, I'm starting to get my life back on good (read: semi-decent) ground. I'm learning to deal with the agonizing downsides of my job as the Grillbitch in the Burger-Mines, which is becoming surprisingly easy given that the manager who had been causing me grief since I got hired hasn't been treating me like shit for a while.

I think the biggest news of the last while would probably be me and getting back on good terms again. Kind of cost me one of my super-close friends, though, but I'm getting over that pretty quickly now, too; though now I'm becoming silently, increasingly bitter thanks to the fact that is now fucking off on the plans we'd made a year ago for him to see me this summer because the friend in question can't get their shit together. But ah well. :/ Another rant for another time, I guess.

What I'm trying to do for now is to ignore all the little, irrelevant things lately that've been driving me into these depressions, and it's been helping me get a bit better. Of course with my work schedule, and the current situation with the ex-friend in question, it's been incredibly difficult to find a chance to get out of the house to hang out with one of my best friends, so I haven't done much outside the house in a while. Usually work, home, work, home, sleep in between. Nothing too interesting. I'll admit that my present bouts of aggression, passive-aggression, and general bitchiness may just be me feeling cagey. Maybe when the weather warms up I'll just try spending a day outside, or something. Maybe go to Topsail Bluff and take a few pictures. I dunno.